Saturday 16 August 2008

so tired.

haah.

are we even friends?
how can i possibly TRUST you after all those things you've done to me?
how can i even let myself believe that FRIENDS actually exist in this god forsaken world?!
time after time, the same thing happens to me.
and i will HATE myself for letting it happen again.

is there anyone out there that i can trust?
should i reach out to look for someone whom i can trust?
or should i give up?

i am so tired of all these shit.

6 comments:

laurenscy said...

hi :) i dont know much about whats going on but you know i'm always here for you. everyone goes through this whole trust thing and whilst the most cliche thing to say at this point would be "don't worry, its ok", i wont say that because it sucks to hear all that. its not real advice.

my point is friends do exist, even if you don't have the least bit of faith in anything anymore. you know i've had my fair share of this whole trust thing and all i can say is that after awhile it won't matter as much. the pain will go away and even if you cant forgive that person, you'll move on. you'll be stronger and you'll realize you don't need friends like these. its ok to be angry and upset and everything else in between but those emotions cant control you.

you know i'm here for you. i hope you'll feel better k <3

and woman, i read your xanga and i wanted to comment but i'm not your friend on xanga

:( i'm www.xanga.com/reversedradios okay.

unknown said...

dangg.. annie, what happened? i've faith you'll make it through. don't worry, u are still the anne i've known about 9 years ago. :)

full support!

random : i love dong-ing ppl :)

unknown said...

your welcoe annie! and i love ur green jumper! xD

unknown said...

haha, jealous? how come?

is it cause it wanted that green jacket but unfortunately it's a girl's jacket and it cant fit and is not meant for him?

hahahha!!

unknown said...

oopss. it was suppose to be he, tertype it! hahhaha sorry!!

unknown said...

yes annie. it's very strange isn't it? but i guess that's how it rolls. haahha xD

by the way, thank you!